(no subject)

She visited me last night. She wanted to see what Kai was like... I guess... I don't know what She wants half the time. Rather a caprious creature She is. Wanted to taste him. So just took over my body. Just because.

I don't like it when that happens. It leaves me so cold afterwards. There's nothing in Unreality where She's from. I was so numb couldn't feel anything. Still kinda cold even after Kai did something to me. I don't know what it was... but it was as if he reached inside of me and just stired up that bit of me that's Fire. It was the strangest thing... felt so good. Like he was touching parts of me I didn't know were there but should always be touched by him.

I'm probably being silly. But... It just felt like that.