Sep. 19th, 2004

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Haven't seen hide nor tail of Jono since that one time. Haven't sensed him since that one time either, though apparently he did a brain over load on the night of Teena's bachlorette party. Fortunately, I suppose, Laruna was there and recognized the fact that I wasn't myself. She clobbered me over the head with a bottle. I woke up with a splitting headache. Don't remember what happened. Apparently I came on to Irvne.

Teena, Agent, put a spell on me though, to protect my head temporarily from him intruding. Don't know how good it'll be. Other Teena's itching to get her claws in him. Planning to do some real horrid things to him.

Any case I really need to stop hanging around Teena and Irvine. They get me thinking about stuff I don't want to think about. Like Corry. And how I have talked or seen him since his universe got restored. I think about him a lot. But I'm too scared to go and see him (not that I can now without my powers). I wouldn't know what to say to him. Or what he'd say to me. I guess it's the cowards way out, but I never said I was brave. I don't think I'm very brave at all.

I remember one time we went stargazing. There was a meteor shower. I always love metor showers. They're so beautiful. We were laying out on the grass on a blanket just together. Watching them fall. Corry wanted to make a wish. Wanted us to make a wish. I was never one to make wishes, they tend to go all monkey's paw on me. But I let him make a wish. He wouldn't tell me what it was though. He just smiled at me with a pleased smirk on his face.

I miss him. But I don't think I could go back to him.
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I'm feeling very conflicted right now.

Part of me wants to wail and cry like a baby and get horribly smashed.
Part of me wants to hunt Archer and Teena down and kill the both of them.
Part of me says I should be at that wedding right now.
Part of me wants to go to the wedding and completely ruin it. Just make a horrible disaster of it. Sword waving and lots of blood. Maybe kill some of Archer's relatives. Lots of screaming. A complete massacre.
I also want to scream. Alot. I want to rant and rave and complain about how unfair it is. But I can't.

I think I'm going to cry.

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