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Well. Let see. Corry still hurt. He says he doesn't know what to do with me. He says that he cares about me, alot, and wants to continue our relationship. But, he also says that he doesn't know if he can be in a relationship where it's probably not going to go anywhere. After all, I'm already married. And he's starting to feel like the other woman.... man... something or another.

I knew this had to be a bad idea. Trying to get into a normal relationship with a normal guy. I tried... I am trying... and it's all going to pot. Because he is right. He is the other woman... man... thingy.

And I don't want him to be. I want him to be mine. And there not to be anyone else, but there is someone else and I can't give her up either and I'm so confused I don't know what to do.