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a Few day update
Jun. 25th, 2004 05:56 pmI hate Fey wine.
I don't know how it effects other people, but I hate the way it effects me. Especially around the elves. They enjoy giving it to me. And then they'll just leave me there, alone and tied up, unable to touch anything. By the time they come around to me I'm so... lost in it that I'll do anything for a touch. Beg, cry, kill. They know that too. Gods do they know that. Gods do they take advantage of that.
hmm... why am I thinking about this?
Because of the other night at the lounge. I finally gave in and brought Corry over. We force fed some to Chryse. And I helped. Gods what was I thinking? It was practically the same thing that the elves did to me. And I helped. I didn't think anything was wrong with it.
Which makes me just as bad as them, doesn't it?
I should apologize to her.
I don't know how it effects other people, but I hate the way it effects me. Especially around the elves. They enjoy giving it to me. And then they'll just leave me there, alone and tied up, unable to touch anything. By the time they come around to me I'm so... lost in it that I'll do anything for a touch. Beg, cry, kill. They know that too. Gods do they know that. Gods do they take advantage of that.
hmm... why am I thinking about this?
Because of the other night at the lounge. I finally gave in and brought Corry over. We force fed some to Chryse. And I helped. Gods what was I thinking? It was practically the same thing that the elves did to me. And I helped. I didn't think anything was wrong with it.
Which makes me just as bad as them, doesn't it?
I should apologize to her.
