A retrospective of sorts.

Wow.

I started this journal on April 5th 2004. That's almost six years ago. A lot's changed since then. It's kind of hard to believe. I remember having only three userpics and then being gleeful when I got six.

I feel old. Okay, not really.

A lot has changed since I first posted. There are people who I no longer talk to and it's become rather quiet. I don't post so much any more. I should poke Kips to write more stuff about me.

My history has changed too as the canon of my world evolves. History that I only remember because I'm terribly meta at times.

I started out as a PPC agent (of which I still consider myself to be) married to Verra Rose, a dragon, and a son named Braxious who was half dragon half... whatever I was at the time. Gary Stu human elf thingamuwatchit. Now that I look back on it Verra and I never really had any romantic or sexual chemistry. We were only together because Kips had no concept of teh gayness. It wasn't on her radar so to speak. Seeing as how she was in college before she really got the concept we can safely say she lived a sheltered life. It wasn't, I must stress, she was homophobic or raised in such an environment, it was more the way of someone who lives where it doesn't snow. They know snow exists but it's not a part of their reality.

However snow suddenly started to fall in Los Angeles and Lorac appeared. Lorac was/is in love with me. And there was great chemistry; great sex. The sort of chemistry that I didn't have with Verra. Around that time Jono appeared. Originally he was supposed to be my opposite as well as abusive. But that never really fit. I was even supposed to kill him. That too didn't fit. Only recently did I realize -did Kips realize- that Jono was just a prick and not evil at all. Once that happened he took Verra's place and she just... faded away.

For most of 2007 I was rather quiet. 2008 I started chatting back up again.

Now it's 2009. I'm still quiet, I suppose, but here. I want to be more active, but I don't know where to do it. Several of the places that I used to be active are no longer open to me. I've found mixed_muses and made a few new friends so perhaps there is a good place.

All in all, I think it's been good.

I just wonder what the next five years will bring.



Here's my first LJ entry.

And now I nance off.