What Alec's been up to.

In the Heart of the Storm

You gave yourself to me She said to him her voice full of wonder and excitment and desire as She looked at him cringing away from her and he said I did but it was a mistake but She laughed at him and said you gave yourself to me to save your brother he's not my brother of course he's your brother just because you don't acknowledge him as your brother doesn't mean he's not your brother you chose him as your brother I know this and I saw this and you gave yourself to me to save him from me and that was such a wonderful and noble thing for you to do it was a stupid thing for me to do he said bitterly but you did it She said running Her fingers through his hair and pressing him into Her and now you are mine and I am you and we are one and there is no difference for I am in your marrow and every thing about you is me and it's such a wonderful thing to be since we are every where and everything I don't want to be everywhere and everything I want to be me but you are you and you are me and we are everything that isn't shouldn't is and could be all the wrong and rights and things in between every possiblity is us and we can see it all and do it all at the same time would you like to dance with me She took him in her arms and they danced he cried as they danced wanting to leave wanting to be whole again and She brushed his tears away why are you crying She asked because I want to go home but you are home this isn't home this is your place our place for we are the same now you and I there is no difference and I will go with you when you leave because you are me and we will dance the reality away won't that be fun no it wouldn't it would be terrible so many different moving parts and so many missing parts you won't ever be whole again all fractured and broken like glass scattered like the stars moving jumping twirling like puppets on the string you are my puppet aren't you and you are such a good little puppet and I love you so much I hate you it's okay I hate you too because you won't give yourself to me like you did before but you have and you will and everything will be alright now we'll make beautiful music together see that we won't