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[element_wizard]

So the kids.

We stopped the people who were taking them.

But we were too late in a sense. They had raised their god.

Except it wasn't a god.

It was Lorac.

Lorac... of all the people. They thought he was a god! He tricked the head priest into doing this for him. So that he'd get resurected after I killed him. All those kids... dead because of him.

Because of him so he could get to me.

Corry says it's not my fault. Verra says it's not my fault. It's that he's crazy. But I keep on thinking that he wouldn't be crazy if it weren't for me.

Damnit! I'm not going to get upset. I'm not going to. I'm not. I'm not going to let this get to me.

It wasn't my fault. It wasn't, it wasn't, it wasn't.

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[elementwizard.livejournal.com]

Trophy?

[nybard.livejournal.com]

"They wanted a child who was a musical prodigy."

[elementwizard.livejournal.com]

He shakes his head, "Gods I know that feeling. I'm always afraid I'm going to do that to my kids."

[nybard.livejournal.com]

"The sad thing is, we both had the talent. And they could so easily have stripped the love of music away with their demands..."

[elementwizard.livejournal.com]

I know... that... feeling.

[nybard.livejournal.com]

"Need to talk?"

[elementwizard.livejournal.com]

He shrugs, "I come from a very powerful family, the equivelent of nobility and I'm the most powerful wizard born in over a thousand years. My father... my father he wanted to use me for his own purposes."

[nybard.livejournal.com]

"Ouch. I understand that. Thankfully my parents never knew about or would have believed in my powers."

[elementwizard.livejournal.com]

Family is funny, isn't it?

[nybard.livejournal.com]

"Yeah."