element_wizard | (no subject)

I've been feeling kinda off. I suppose that's reasonable, giving that my wife and kids were killed recently. Murdered... something. I don't know.

Been feeling all sorts of conflicty sort of emotions. Restless. Tired. Drained, exhausted, full of energy, needing to do something anything, just wanting to curl up and die.

Lots of thoughts on dying.

Which is rather useless because pffft... three days later here I am again.

Maybe I could try offing myself in strange and unusal ways. Hah. Kidding.

Mostly.

I don't know what to do with myself. I don't know where to go, what to do anymore.

Feel lost.

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*listens to his voice, slowly works her way over and reaches out, touching his shoulder before coming closer to hug him*

You may be lost, but you aren't alone.

((have to go get food but I felt I just HAD to post to this first! *sniffs* Okay?))

I feel alone miserably alone. And lost. I really don't know what to do with myself.