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[element_wizard]

I'm back.

Not really that lucid most of the time. I mean I have my good moments... and bad moments.. and just not here moments.  I miss my family. I don't know what to do with myself.  I sleep... and wake... and forget and remember. And everything's all jumbled up in my head.

Just very tired.

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[md_donighal]

I'm stuck inna bar at the moment, but I'll get to you as soon as I can. That's a promise. XOXO

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[elementwizard.livejournal.com]

I want you to touch me. I still can't feel my arm. I'm gonna crash at your place when it gets to me. I'll water the plants and talk to them.

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[md_donighal]

I want you to touch me. I still can't feel my arm.

It sounds as though you need me to touch you, and you need to touch me. If I could be there for you right now, I would. (You seem to've regained your powers; ironically, I've lost mine, but they're coming back.)

I'm gonna crash at your place when it gets to me.

Not a problem at all. If time's been moving there, they must need the attention in any case.

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[elementwizard.livejournal.com]

It sounds as though you need me to touch you, and you need to touch me. If I could be there for you right now, I would. (You seem to've regained your powers; ironically, I've lost mine, but they're coming back.)

I do. It's cold. I'm cold.

I don't want them back. They won't go away. It's frustrating. I can't pay attention any more. I forget things. Like doors. And walls. And walking in between places. Reality in general.

You'll get them back soon. I saw it. Maybe I heard it.

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[md_donighal]

You'll get them back soon. I saw it. Maybe I heard it.

I'm glad to hear it, and looking forward to seeing it. Though, from the sound of things, I think I wish I could take yours away again; you sound the exact opposite of the way you did when you lost them. You obviously need somebody there to warm you in my enforced absence. *sigh*

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[elementwizard.livejournal.com]

Kaa... do you know Kaa? Snake. Python. Says he might know how to stop me from accessing them. Wanted to know if you wanted to be there. If you do, I'll wait.

I want to be warm. I want you to warm me.

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[md_donighal]

I don't know him personally, but I've seen him around the Nexus. I'd like to be there, but it sounds to me like you need it sooner rather than later, and right now, I can't get out of this place. 8-(

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[elementwizard.livejournal.com]

I could get you. But there are rules that even I can't break, and going to Milliways is one of them. :( I'm working on it. I want to see Milliways. Perhaps one day.

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[md_donighal]

I hope so. *zen hugs; that is, in case you don't know the term, the hugs I'd give if I could*

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[elementwizard.livejournal.com]

Miss you. Dream of you. Would count the days till I see you if I knew when it was. *zen hugs back*