http://agent-talia.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] agent-talia.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] element_wizard 2006-02-01 09:18 am (UTC)

*reminds herself not to bite the heads off of innocent people**this is much better than she would have been able to manage two years ago*

Too late for that. SO already knows. Hell if I know what kind of trouble this is going to get him into, but I imagine that it's not going to be pleasant.

I'm not entirely sane anytime, I might point out. I've been an agent for over three years now, four if you count time I've spent in training, Chem. I am homocidal and bitter beyond sane or insane amounts... but I never forget why I'm like this. I'm like this because I've been dealing with Sues for too long, and I've been doing everything I possibly can to de-rail the little buggers from screwing up canon left and right.

You may not know this, but this is not the first time Alec has Sue-d someone. He's done it before and he's seen what happened because of it... a lot of headaches, a lot of mental scarring, and various other unpleasant things.

I've known Alec for a long time. As long as I've been an agent.

I am TIRED of hearing excuses from him. I'm sick and tired of it. Tired of hearing his excuses as to why he still has fits where he acts like a Stu, tired of hearing how he's mucked about with canons just for his own fun, tired of hearing how he's hurt people I care about, I'm tired of hearing how he's turned a roomful of canons into bloody Mary Sues. I have to deal with this shit, pardon my French, from someone who's supposed to be on my side. Someone who's supposed to care about me in some vague and temporally strange way.

It feels like being betrayed, that's what it feels like. It feels like being stabbed in the back just because it seemed fun at the time. Maybe you know what that's like, maybe you don't... Hopefully you won't, because it sucks and it leaves a person feeling awfully bitter. I've already got enough of that feeling to last me two or three lifetimes.

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