I'm letting Otto have a little more slack lately than I normally would. He's trying hard not to show how scared he is. If we fail, he's going to die, and it's not going to be a nice death.

But yes, sometimes he gets really out of line. He just doesn't seem to want to understand the differences in backgrounds. Dunno what to do. Sedating him seems a little, well, over the top.

I forgot to tell you: only do one or two packs of cards a day, so you don't get sick of it. And you need to work at least a couple of weeks before deciding it's not working; nothing works immediately.