element_wizard | (no subject)

I'm feeling very conflicted right now.

Part of me wants to wail and cry like a baby and get horribly smashed.
Part of me wants to hunt Archer and Teena down and kill the both of them.
Part of me says I should be at that wedding right now.
Part of me wants to go to the wedding and completely ruin it. Just make a horrible disaster of it. Sword waving and lots of blood. Maybe kill some of Archer's relatives. Lots of screaming. A complete massacre.
I also want to scream. Alot. I want to rant and rave and complain about how unfair it is. But I can't.

I think I'm going to cry.