Well yes. This is my problem. I realize it. I know I shouldn't be feeling these things or thinking these things. I want to be happy for her. I really really really want to be happy for her. But for some reason I can't be. I don't know why. Maybe it does mean I'm an insensitive jerk. I don't know. I can accept that she's with Archer. I know that, I can't do anything about it. I shouldn't do anything about it. I just can't seem to be happy about it.
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