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So I've been thinking. Yes. Hah. I can think, I just choose not to alot of times. And I made a choice.

I got rid of my chaos powers. Gave them to Dale.

I've been thinking about it for a long time.

See there were several things that led to this choice. One was that I was tired of them. I want to be able to wake up in the same body that I went to sleep in. I don't want to out live my family and friends. I'm already special enough, without them. I mean, I'm the first element wizard born in a thousand years and I'm the Champion of the Fey Court... how much more special can I get?

And then there was Sari.

She was getting her line to her powers from me. I figure if I don't have them any more, she won't. And she'll be safer, won't teleport away all the time and stuff. And she'll have a more normal childhood.

So, that's why I did it.

Though I feel kinda lost now. And a little blind and deaf. I always Knew where I was and where everything else was... in relationship to the multiverse. And now I don't.

I'll just have to get used to it.

On the plus side, my reading has improved somewhat.